Death...I lost a person important to me today And lost another I've never met. Strangely enough, neither one bothers me much. I am more bothered by the fact of the greatness of my own apathy.Death...
Is it because of the media? Or some trama from my past? Or is it just the fact that everywhere I turn, Death seems to surround me And close in from all sides.
My childhood memories are comeing back. Although only one by one. And mostly memories of pain. Most of which involve a death.
Back then it never was several close together. And definatly not
InSanITY.......no sense of reality exhists anymore.... ....everything is but a dream.... even though i know thats false its just how it seems. unable to convince myself that reality is truely real. all brought to me upon myself because that theory i have made.InSanITY...
Never knowing what is right Forming theories all the time. Two of me, now are real. one is social. one is self. i know not which is real, or if they both even are. am i a genius, or just plain crazy?
always hoping, for a stable enough mind to be able to even feel the same, as those i
EmptyI've become so empty without you. A Lifeless shell without hope. Only longing, never hoping, For the one thing I'll never get. The love which is so important to me, but is always deprived and neglected. Always looking in all the wrong places Never finding peace. Where are you, I ask? ...Nowhere. Exactly where I left you. When, I ask? ...Never. Exactly like the last time. I've become so empty. I'm only a Lifeless shell without hope now. Self Esteem is completely non-exhistant,Empty
for one who never thought about himself as it was. I'm only a soulless,
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